Artowawa

I think when a relationship is at its end, there should be a proper closure. Or else its just never ending. So here goes. I missed you very much. More than anyone can imagine. Not much people can understand the pain of losing you. I was very attached. Extremely so. Our time together was brought to an abrupt end. As it was ended by a third party, there are times that I feel 'bu kan sing'. Perhaps this is what is called fate. You were there for me happy or unhappy. Even though we were good together, I have to admit that our time together is at an end. Thank you very much for all the fun memories. In the loving memory of Silvia S15.

I am feeling so 'tulan'. How can someone who is not a mechanic, who is only in the towing car section, know the condition of my S15? Wanna lie to others saying that he is the one who is in charge of fixing the car. CBK! Argh!!!!

I had a dream last night (or was it early this morning?) I dreamt about my S15 and I was driving it. I guess I still miss it as much as ever.

Some people are too free. Too much time on hand! They should be more constructive with their lives. Oh well, its their lives and I am not getting involved with that. Too much hassle. Anyway, I was feeling much better today and then suddenly, dunno who so beng song me, wanna make me all upset again. Sigh! Aiyah, just think happy thoughts. Happy thoughts Happy thoughts Happy thoughts One of these days, I'll feel ready to talk about what happened in detail. One of these days, I'll talk about it without wincing. One of these days....... I'm going off to dreamland to find my happiness.

Something terrible happened just now. Everything happened so fast. I was, no am furious and I feel guilty for feeling angry. I should feel glad that he is ok. But somehow I still feel sad and angry about losing something that I love. Maybe its not meant to be with me for long. Since I have received numerous offers for it. I am feeling angry, sad, guilt and as well as gladness. Such a mess! Sigh, not to mention worries as well. Seems like what I have studies so far is gone from my brain. Forgot to put into backup drive. (lame joke) Anyway, I am trying to think positive. Well something positive, they are both ok and I guess that is what matters most. I'll deal with whatever need to be dealt with tomorrow and hope for the best for my exam. God bless!

Finally I took my S15 to the workshop to erm.....wat do you call that? cover up kah? Anyway, becoz of a little incident on Saturday afternoon, I was left with my left hand side door looking like this..... Although the dent is quite small and the scratches are not all that obvious but I know its there and its been eating me in the inside. Since I'm gonna to cover up the scratches that was 'created' last Saturday, I thought that I might as well ask the guy to cover up other places. My front bumper. Got this BIG scratch at Jo's house. Sien!!!! Aiyak!!!! There was a wolverine scracth on my side skirt. I asked the boss to cover thar as well but I forgot to take a picture of that scratch. Its gonna cost me like B$ 200. Hai!!!!! So much more expensive than Bi's car. Coz the boss said that my car's paint is pearl white, not ordinary car paint. Then I also asked him for a quotation for a full body paint. It's gonna cost more or less B$1000 man. Actually my paint are...

Last Saturday was a normal Saturday.....or so I thought. There was that errand that I had to do.....thats what I keep telling myself.....weeks ago.....so I pulled myself out of my extremely comfy bed to get ready to run that errand. Between 11:30 and 12:00, I spent B$500.00. Lihai le? I never would have thought that I have the potential to do that. Heart pain or not? Of coz pain le...... See this? Can see or not? Its my beloved S15's rear tyres.........(note the bridgestone logo yeah) Can you see what's wrong with it? No? Take a closer look..... Can see? Still cannot meh? Take another closer look...... Get it? Its almost bare..... OMG!!!!! Do you know when I last changed my 4 tyres? It was end of December 2007. About 6 months ago....GASP!!!! I spend like 1k on 4 tyres and chamber can???? The errand that I was talking about was to rotate my tyres. I have been putting it off for a couple of weeks now......SIEN!!!!! I can sense that my S15 was not as stable as before and I know th...

It's been quite some time since I last drove back home straight after work on Friday and alone tim! What to do? My Bi have to work on Sat and I wanna bring my car to my dad's hospital for checkup. So I have to come back on Friday so that I can do whatever needs to be done. Everyone have been asking me how fast do I drive everytime I come back to Seria. Well, I was very boliaw and the car in front of me was so damn slow.......so had a little time to take this photo. Can see the speed? The first line.......62km/hCan you believe that I was only driving at 62 km/h? I bet Bi also wont believe that. But hey, a picture is hardcore evidence rite? Ok la, ok la. I dun wanna be a liar. This was the real speed I was going. Cant see it properly? Ba look at my speedometer la. Haha. Not enough to measure even. Ya ya, I know what are you all thinking. How can drive and take pic at the same time and at that speed. Well for one, there was no other car on the highway. Secondly, it was a straight ...

Am so tired. Drove up from Seria this morning and there are so many *bleep* drivers out there. One stupid Vios (black colour, 2008 model) nearly crashed into me. Ok ok, I really shouldn't be scolding Vios coz I am currently driving Bi's Vios. But that is one hell of a reckless driver. That is the drivers that I hate most, no responsibility. What is the difference of a few minutes? Issit worth the risk of other people's life. To tell the truth, if I have the time, I would have followed that *bleep* and confront him/her. Drive Vios also so kesi? Very fast meh ur car? Overtake like as if there are no other cars other than yourself. U don't cherish your life ma, but I really cherish mine lo since I am having lots of things going for me. I can't seem to recall his/her car plate number. If not, surely I'll put it here. Cant stand all these stupid and reckless drivers who think with their butt instead of their brain (wait, maybe they don't have a brain. yeap, that ...

I spent Bnd 1,000.00 yesterday. Actually it was B$1,100 but Bi offered to pay B$100.00 No....its not on LV bags nor shoes, nor jewelries......... Its for my Silvia......the tires are so worn out. It was so bad that virtually, there is no tracks on it anymore. It was so smooth. Not even suitable for drifting, not that I know how to. It's expensive I know. But then what other alternatives do I have? At least its worthwhile. I finally found the choice of the tyres that I wanted. The cheapest 225/40 that was available was in Hock Tyres, costing B$ 185.00 per piece. But I was not that keen on it as it was Good year eagle and its made in Vietnam or Indonesia. The European made ones cost about B$ 300++++, so that is out of the question. I made that inquiry over a month ago and when I finally went there yesterday to change it, they had sold out!!!! (Its a blessing in disguise as I don't really trust Indonesia tyres le) Then I found Bridgestone costing about B$ 265.00 per tyre at one sh...

I wanted to write about this during the long weekend. But the router back in my Seria home decided to take a holiday too. Someone backed into my car on Thursday night. Hmmm...the guy was a Japanese who is currently in Brunei for work purposes. Kesian my front bumper. The impact cracked my front bumper. Since my bumper is made of fibreglass, its much softer than the original bumper. Look at what the Japanese guy did to my car.... Car plate also cracked! Big crack Sigh! He was lucky that my head lamps are intact. Ok, ok. I'm not all that sad. Coz I was already looking for a new bumper. Either that or cut away 2 inch from my current bumper. Now a silly man comes along and decided to reversed into my bumper to subsidize a new bumper for me......why not??? I'm not that bad to ask him to pay B$600.00 for a new bumper. He just paid B$350.00. That's what one of the shops here quoted the Japanese guy. So here is the hard part. Choosing which bumper. So Bi and me searched the net and...

Finally we manage to find S 15 tail lamp. The original tail lamps are actually quite new but they are a bit blah....so my car need a bit of a make over. Before (with original tail lamp) After (called Crystal Lights I think) See the difference? Once I saw it in the shop, I was already drooling....hehe the same goes for Bi as well. There are other things that I would like to change as well...... 1. Front cushion covers (If I have the money, I would go for Recaro seats, replica of coz) 2. Front bumper. Its too low. Damn, every where I go, I have to worry and think ahead can my car actually go up on that hill? I know it kinda defeats the idea of a car....thats why I have to do something about this. Either I cut 2 inch off thee current bumper. Or I buy another one. Searched through the net for some ideas on which bumper is the best looking one. Veilside Front Bumper I like the design on both side of the bumper. But Bi pointed out to me that I'm gonna have the same problem as the curre...