Artowawa

Something terrible happened just now. Everything happened so fast. I was, no am furious and I feel guilty for feeling angry. I should feel glad that he is ok. But somehow I still feel sad and angry about losing something that I love. Maybe its not meant to be with me for long. Since I have received numerous offers for it. I am feeling angry, sad, guilt and as well as gladness. Such a mess! Sigh, not to mention worries as well. Seems like what I have studies so far is gone from my brain. Forgot to put into backup drive. (lame joke) Anyway, I am trying to think positive. Well something positive, they are both ok and I guess that is what matters most. I'll deal with whatever need to be dealt with tomorrow and hope for the best for my exam. God bless!

I need your prayers. Please pray for my cousin, also named Jennifer. She is currently in a coma in a hospital in Malacca. She is one of the nicest girl that you will ever meet. She is very good to her parents and in laws as well. She is always willing to lend a helping hand. She is always willing to listen to your problems. I was attending the intensive course for my citizenship exam at the time of the accident, so prior to that I din get to chat with her on msn as normal. The previous conversation that I had with her was her wishing me good luck for the exam. She was only married for a year plus. She still has a long way to go in life. I miss our daily chit chat. I miss her smile. Please pray that she will be well. Please Chi, be strong. You are in my prayers always.