Artowawa

The truth is that relationships end. That is why whenever someone change their relationship status in facebook, I always, always cringe for them. I dunno for some. But for me the status of my relationship is very private. If for any reasons, my relationship status change, I don't think that I'll make an update in facebook (especially facebook) It just feels all wrong. I see some of my "friends' updating their relationship status and flaunts their new found relationships only to change their status to single again after a few short weeks. And not to mention that they will be posting anything that is so emo as their status. To me, its like breaking up in public. It truly is (depending on how many friends you added on fb). Then, in order to wipe your memory clean of this so called jerk, you have to delete him from your photo albums published. Its a lot of work. So sometimes, wont it be a wiser thing to do is to keep your relationship quiet when its at the beginning? Savor...

I received very good news today! VERY GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Muaks!

Bi was commenting that I am always cutting my hair! I haven cut a single strand of my hair since late January this year when I went to Kelvin Saloon in Miri to colour my hair le! And here is the PROVE! This was taken back in February this year during my KK family trip......oooooo I miss that colour! Kelvin you are the best! And this was taken just now at dinner at Sweet and Savory. I know its the same shirt! See the difference? A year with no haircut is doing me wonders! I will not cut my hair until next year! And I will only trim it a little only. This is the first time in many years that I had my fringe this long. I think its not bad looking at all......hehe

It's over! Be it good or bad, it's over. With all the things being said during the interview, I know where I stand and what is expected of me. Although some things that were said were kind of hurtful, at least now I know what was thought of me. Regardless of whether I get this o not, it was a good experience and I cleared up some misconceptions, which is good rite? Oh well, wish me luck! - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

When the whole world seems to be unhappy with me, I tell myself that I am happy with myself (well more or less la). My self worth is not determined by others. Its determined by myself. If I see myself worth less than what it is, then why should anyone else assume more? I could use a little more self esteem right now. More encouragement and less criticism. But hey, life is not perfect. I know that. But one can hope right? I haven been able to sleep easily for the past few months. I would wake up in a space of few hours. I always wake up feeling more tired than ever. I have insomnia. Its so terrible. Even if I manage to sleep, I am always dreaming. I went to the doctor the other day to get something for my migraine and the DR said that my blood pressure is a bit on the border line. That was a surprise....not really coz I know that a good night sleep is very important and without a good nite sleep in months, I guess my health is the first to deteriorate. So yeah, gonna sleep early tonite ...