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WTF? MCB! I just received a call from my mom asking me why did I blog about the AUD placement in my blog. Apparently, someone from my mom side of the family was complaining about how I put this piece of news in the internet. Why jealous? I did not disclose the amount that I had bought. I know who was it that complained. But I rather not put it here. Its my personal business. If you are not keen to read it, then don't com here. No one ask you to read what I had blog. IT IS PERSONAL GET IT? ITS MY BLOG AND I'LL BLOG ABOUT WHATEVER I WANT AND WHENEVER I WANT. THE WAY I SEE IT, ITS MY LIFE, I'LL LIVE IT THE WAY I WANT IT TO AS LONG AS I DID NOT HURT ANYONE. SO BACK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! With all the things that are happening in my life now, I don't need someone from my extended family harassing me about what I should blog (or not blog). Talk about me all you want behind my back, I am not the one with things to hide. I have always been quite open with my life. You wanna hide, hid...

Today is not a good day for me. There has not been any good day since Thurday night. No matter what anyone said, nothing will be the same anymore. Since Thursday night, I haven slept for more than 2 hours a night. Its getting quite bad. Its take a toll on my body. Yet, I can't seem to unwind. I can't seem to stop thinking about it. Someone please help me. I feel so alone on this.

Something terrible happened just now. Everything happened so fast. I was, no am furious and I feel guilty for feeling angry. I should feel glad that he is ok. But somehow I still feel sad and angry about losing something that I love. Maybe its not meant to be with me for long. Since I have received numerous offers for it. I am feeling angry, sad, guilt and as well as gladness. Such a mess! Sigh, not to mention worries as well. Seems like what I have studies so far is gone from my brain. Forgot to put into backup drive. (lame joke) Anyway, I am trying to think positive. Well something positive, they are both ok and I guess that is what matters most. I'll deal with whatever need to be dealt with tomorrow and hope for the best for my exam. God bless!

I am taking a break from my studying. I had forgotten how tough it was to be disciplined. I wanted to show a pic of something but then dunno what is wrong with my laptop, cant receive the file from my handphone. I am on the final module now. I only have likr 3 more days to study. hahaha. How can I be so calm ha? Hope that I will pass this module la. Pass also can liaw coz I really have to admit that I have been very slacked for this unit. So I cant expect that much if I din put in that much of effort. It feels weird. Not having to go to work. That I can sleep whenever I want to? That is the life man. If someone can gimme the salary that I am getting now but no need to go to work....how nice? Then I have to look for a bunch of lami or mahjong kakis already. Ah....how to be a tai tai.....*dreaming* *slaps* my head!!!!!! Gotta go back to studying........ Oh Yeah Lin Ji, if you are reading this, Happy Birthday!!!!!!

I cut my hair last Sunday. My hair ends are getting so frizzy due to the bleaching I had 2 years back. I really made my whole head of hair seems unhealthy. So I went to Maureen at Demost Saloon to chop it all off. The results? Ready? Here goes......... It was really short I have to admit. I have not have this length since back in my Secondary school days. After I had the hair cut, I went with Bi to his boss open house. There were some guest there who asked me "Masih Sekolah?" (still schooling?) Hahaha....So do I look younger? Bi said that he prefer me with my long curly hair. I did not straighten my hair, the curls are still here (barely). I just blow dry it and voila! Straight hair! Was thinking of perming it again. I think I'll try out digital perm. Heard that its more lasting. My hair is just too straight for my liking. So which one suits me more? Straight hair or curly hair? Ba...I gotta go study now. Break time is over. P.S. Please wish me luck for my CPA exam on 24t...

Wants VS Needs I want another LV bag. But do I really need it? I suppose so. So I put the money back into the bank after Bi ask me whether do I really need another LV bag. And I pouted and pouted and pouted. I really like that LV bag. Its so nice and best of all limited edition. Sigh!!!! But it was a blessing in disguise coz if I had asked my friend to buy the LV bag, then I won't have enough to change my savings into AUD (when it was on par with Brunei dollars) and put it into fixed deposit and let it earn interest. However, I am still a little depressed about not being able to buy that LV (limited edition you know?) So I decided that I will save money to mod my S15. Finally....after about a year plus of owning my baby, I had decided to mod it. Waiting for my friend to come back from Perth. He got the BOV (blow off valve) and also a boosst controller for me. He'll help me to check my car and decide how much modifications my engine can take as my S15 is an auto transmission. Oh...

Ok, 2 news. I have 2 news, one bad and one good. Since I always go for the bad one first, so here goes..... Bad news is that I'll be very busy just right before I go on leave for CPA exam some more. Coz I'm moving to 7th floor soon. How soon? Depends on how I fast I can find the office furnitures. Good news is that I'll be in a room. Albeit, I will have to share it with a new colleague. But right now I am alone in my department so I'll just savour the time that I have alone in a room. Wow....imagine the privacy. In addition, I heard that the new partition doesn't offer much privacy. So thats double good news. Things are a bit weird right now as I have a new Head and he is a guy and I don't know him very well. But he seems nice enough for me.

Am so glad to know that the internet at home is ok all along. Got a few photos that I wanna share. Lately, I have been taking all photos with my LG Viewty. Do you know why? Coz my camera's battery is flat. It has been flat for around 1 month already and yet I haven't gotten around to charging it. Haha.... "World Class Procrastinator" neh. THE MEAL The meal that I cooked for Bi. Menu for that night was: Carrot, cabbage, onion and scallop soup Sauté potatoes (I only use Australian washed potatoes) with button mushrooms and red onion Beef steak (I only use the best.....must be tenderloin ooo) Close up. Doesn't it look delicious? THE GARLIC This looks funny. Doesn't it? Produce of China. Shouldn't it be "Product of China"? ok ok, I shouldn't laugh at other people's grammar mistakes. Anyway, here are my parents, carefully choosing only the best garlic to cook for their beloved children. This was taken in Giant. I asked them "Seria no sel...

Ok....my wish came true just now at 12:30 pm (approximate time) Lemme start at 10:45am. I obtained permission from my Head to go to the bank. So off I went to TAIB in Kiulap. I gave them a call yesterday and was told that they will be closing at 11:15 am for the Friday prayers. So I left my office around 10:45 and arrived there around 10:55am and guess what? THEY ARE ALREADY CLOSED!!!!!!! TAMADE!!!!! %*^&$(^ (I was really swearing at the bank). Cursing at whoever gave me the wrong info. Anyway, the reason why I was in a hurry to close of that account is to get money to put into AUD fixed deposit. I received an sms from SCB personnel (thank you very much) informing me that the exchange rate was 1.0111 and the interest rate was 5.625%. I was so happy. Guess what? When I arrived at SCB, I was informed that AUD is now on par with BND . One to one le. Wah....and best of all the interest rate is still 5.625% (Coz normally if AUD decreases, the interest rate will also decrease) Minimum to...

Just met my to be Head of Unit. He seems ok. I hope he is ok. Anyway, I'm going to the bank later to place a fixed deposit on AUD. Have been monitoring the exchange rates for the past few weeks. Today the exchange rate is only 1.0111....good time to change money......the interest rate is 5.625%. Also the lowest so far but still its very very worthwhile.

I love the stage of my life in uni. I still prefer studying to working. But not when working and studying comes together. Do you know how sien it is to work from 8:00 to 5:15 and have to go home and study from 7:00 to 12:00? So now my life is like that. Morning and afternoon work work work. After that, in the evening.....HAI!!!!! have to go home and study ALONE.....how kesian right? hehehe....not really that bad la. Last nite just went to have snow ice with Bi before he goes off to play Dota with his friends and later I have free tickets to watch Butterfly Lovers....hahaha

Planning.......What is planning for? Some people have their whole life mapped out and then one little thing throws the whole map out the front door. I have been working for nearly 4 years (couple more months to go) since I graduated back in 2004. What have I achieve so far? In terms of my career (does what I am doing now counts as a career?) In terms of my goals and dreams. I really have no idea. Why this sudden thoughts? I dunno. I was just thinking of what I am suppose to do when I was lying on my bed at night and all these thoughts came rushing. Or maybe coz I just wanna think about something else rather than all those unfortunate things that have been happening to me lately. Maybe I am looking in too closely at my life. I should look at the big picture first. Too many questions asked and no one to answer them.....hmmmm.... I think that this is a useless and aimless post