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Decisions.decisions.desicions

So many decisions to make, so little time. Dang!!!!!

Lets face it, most of us gotta make decisions from the moment that we open our eyes......well...my first decision of the day is whether I should go to work......sigh!!!!!

There are so many decisions that I have to make and I am afraid that I will make the wrong decision and come to regret it......These are important decisions that will affect my whole life.....not easy as 1 2 3, you know.......How do I deal? First of all, make a list of all the pros and cons.....and wat are the possible consequences if I make this or that choice......There are so many factors involved and most importantly, a lot of people's feelings are at stake here........

ARGH!!!!!

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I love my work, I love my job (except for the low pay)......I love what I am doing for the moment....I am learning so much......gaining more and more experience. I truly feel that I had grown up so much in my 1 1/2 year of working.....Although I love the work that I am doing now, there are better things that I yearn for......I have not forgotten my true passion......I would love to go back for my studies...no not the field that I am currently in......I wanna study psychology.......the human mind is a mystery to us.....it is so powerful that we are not even aware of the full potential that it has.......I want to know......I want to learn why a particular person thinks in such a particular way....why did they make that particular choice.....what makes them tick? I would love to study the science of the mind.......

But that is just a dream......I will have to save enough money to support myself......there are some who will comment that it is just not practical to study things like this. It is my dream and I plan on making it a reality......

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But first.......I gotta concentrate on my Reporting disclosure first.......
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