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The world is a weary place

There is a saying that I have heard some time ago

"Laugh and the world laugh with you. Cry and you cry alone."

How true this saying is.

When one is down and weary, it will seem like the whole world is against you. Let it be the traffic, work, friends.....nothing will go smoothly once you are at war with the world. How to beat this? There is no other way except to be positive. But what if there is really nothing to be positive about? What happens then?

No matter how well you perform, for some it will never be enough. There are always faults and complaints, here and there. Nothing you can do to avoid it. What to do then?

No matter how much good deeds you perform, people will always remember you by the one bad deed that you have done, either consciously or not. No one will remember you by the good things that you have done. It will be forgotten.

What to do if you are weary and there is no one for you to lean on?

What to do if no one understands you? Or rather there is no one who is willing to even try?

When is someone lonely? What if the person is so close but seem so far. Whoever you are reaching out to does not want to be reached, does not want to understand. What to do then?

Would one walk down the path when they know that the path has no through road, that it is a dead end? Would they turn back when they reach the dead end or they would turn back at half way point? Or would they choose another road? Logical choice is to choose another road. But choices are not always that clear cut.

Some are still searching for the path that has the through road. Some have decided that the path that they are on is not a dead end and these are normally those who are in denial.

While I still have the vision of the path that I want to be on, I have somehow lost sight of it. Will I ever find it? When will I find it?

Will I get back what I had lost?

The irony of all these are ironically funny.

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