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Musings in my head

I have no idea how to put these thoughts in my head into words.

Have you ever felt like you wanted, no....not wanted but needed to save you from something or someone. But truth be told, there is no one to rescue you. No matter how you fantasize about it.

That's the thing, why would you feel that you needed to be rescued?

We all need someone that we can rely on right? But what if there is no one that you cab rely on? Because in the end you will be alone lying in the coffin. Sad but true. Who would remember you? Who would miss you? Issit better to be alone?

Is it a crime to be overweight? Why is everything judged based on looks. If I am ugly, does that mean that life should just pass me' by? Or maybe it did?

Why does something gets you while other things dun?

Are some of us really so blind that they are totally oblivious to other things? Why do we still want to travel on that road when we already know that road is a dead end.

Why does some people do wrong things when they know it is wrong in the first place.

I have always like quotes. No idea where this came from but it goes a little like 'doing the wrong things the right way and doing the right things the wrong way'. It just popped into my head. Do I even know what it means?

I went to a training session in report writing recently and while he was doing a profiling on us, I was the chameleon. Meaning that I can be many things to different people. Interesting eh? But in a bad way, I'm out to please everyone.

It's late now gotta catch some zzzzzs now.




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