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Am I a cheater?

I have been contemplating whether I should post this up or not.

I wont say what started this.

But one thing that I really hate is that people saying that I cheat whoever's money. Or that I depend on my bf financially.

For one thing is that I don't cheat people's money. Its against my principles and the same thing goes for people who wanna cheat my money. I'll bite your head off (literally)........ Even when I am really desperate for money (let's hope I'll never see that day), I will NOT cheat anyone's money. Nor do I even have the intention to cheat anyone's money.

Another issue is that i DO NOT and AM NOT financially dependant on my bf. I can afford my lifestyle as it is fairly simple (except for the odd LV bag that I am obsessed with). If I don't have the money (when i say money.....I mean CASH, cold hard CASH), then I simply don't buy whatever issit that I wanna buy.

Whatever gifts that my bf bought for me, that is his choice. Yeah....its true that sometimes I'll tell him straight up that I want something for whatever occasssion, but I did not force him to buy. I'll just tell him that I really want it. If he wants to and can afford to, he'll buy it. But if not....I'll live through it.

I am trying my hardest to save up for my own future funds. I really am. Looking back from where I was when I first started work, I would say that I had come very far. Not wanting to brag, the amount that I am saving per month currently is equal to my salary at my 1st job. Minus off whatever emergency things that I need to pay. (like the car accident, my woofer, CPA, etc)

I work my ass off at work and I can definitely say that for the amoung of effort that I am putting, I deserve a raise lo. (I am sure that my boss agrees with me, just not sure whether the management will agree) I can gurantee you that I take my work seriuosly. I may goof off sometimes, but the total effort that I put in is definitely more than what my pay is.

I may not be very smart like some of my friends are. But I am smart and I work smart.

So I am seriously offended when someone might even think that I am financially dependant. Very offended. *Insert some swear words here* Given her age, you would have thought that she would have constructed her thoughts in a better way.

Some might say that I should just ignore whatever that person had said. But I can't. I am very literal. I am thinking what in the world did I do that might indicate that I am a a cheat and financially dependant person. *insert more swear words here*

Ok...I might actually publish this as this is quite mild coz all my anger was spent last night when I was pressing my accelerator to the floor all the way to Tutong. (ahhh.....the wonders of a good drive) Sigh!!!! I need to increase the horsepower of my S15 already. The speed is just not that satisfying as when I first bought the it. (but thats another story altogether....)

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