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Centering

Lately, many things happened. I am trying to tell myself that everything happens for a reason. Still trying very hard to convince myself though.

My feelings now are so mixed up that I don't even know what am I thinking. Too many external voices that I cant silence.

I need to find my center once again.

But whatever happens, I know that the most important thing for me right now is to pass my citizenship exam. That is my number one priority as of now till June. Then after that....hmmm, should be to get my CPA status. Been delaying taking the paper for 2 semesters already. The first semester is because of my workload and now its because of the citizenship exam. I have another 3 more papers to go.

I need to be more discipline with myself.
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Soul Hart said…
I bet you've watched Fast & Furious : Tokyo Drift. Remember what Han said to Sean on top of a building.. "Life is Simple, You make Choices and You don't look back". *smile*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=leuGK3pGRWU
9:52 AM
Artowawa said…
I also agree that life are full of decisions. In order not to look back and question these choices, we need to decide properly.

There are so many factors to consider, some known and some unknown.

When I make a choice, I know that its final. Even when I made a mistake in that choice. I'll still give myself a pat on the back and tell myself that I had done the best that I could under the circumstances.

Life is not about getting the perfect cards. It's about making the best out of the cards that you have been dealt with.

Most of the times, I will make my decisions carefully. There are just that many factors that I could have known.

Anyway, now making the best out of the cards that I have been dealt with. hehe
7:57 PM
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