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Bibineh

Bibineh passed away on 7th October 2016.

He was with me for 15 years. He was a gift from Bi when we first started dating.

Bibineh was not only a dog or a pet to me. He was part of my family. He loved me unconditionally. I felt guilty as he was living with my parents and not me. I was not there to accompany him all the time. I did not spend enough time with him. 

His days before he past away was really sad. In a way, I am glad that he is no longer suffering. He was blind, deaf and could no longer walk and instead, he was rolling around. He was also having seizures. I took him to the vet every weekend and I asked the vet if I should have him put down. The vet said, there is no need to put him down as he wont have long to live as well.

I tried my best to take care of him during his last days. I went back to visit him every weekend. My mom said that he doesn't want to eat anything when I am not there. But everytime I am back with him, he would try and roll to me. Even when he is blind and deaf, he could still recognize my smell. He would even wag his tail.

I hope that he is now at Doggie Heaven. I hope that he is having fun, chasing things. Eating his favourite chicken wings, cucumber and honeydew. 

I hope that he felt my love for him during those last few weeks. I hope we will meet again some day. 

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