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On getting old and bouncing back and needing lots of luck

I am getting old now.......I can really feel all of the 20+ years.

Shoulder aching, eyes are also sore, headaches......sigh, I wanna be 18 once again.

Been busy lately, yeah yeah yeah same old story, when am I not busy? I guess coz its just that I try to do so many things that I totally do not have the time to do anymore.

I am on a 3 week break from work for something that is very important to me. This is even more stressful than working I tell you. Its not easy. Especially for me. So I need all the luck and best wishes in the world. Pray for me.

Back to the getting old part, I like to divert a lot. I feel so old!!!!! Even though I have not hit my 30s....sad isn't it. Life seems to be passing me by. Coz each day just passes by so freaking fast. It feels like in a blink of an eye.

There are so many things to be grateful for and yet there are so many things that I wished that I had skipped. But admittedly, life is not that bad after all. I have made some new friends, gotten re-acquainted with some old friends. Its life when you get to sit down with these friends to drink and eat and just laugh.

So yeah, although I am growing old (but still young at heart), I love my life, with all its ups and downs. Its me. I cant choose what I have been given but I can choose to make the best out of what I have been dealt with. I can change my destiny based on the decisions that I make.

I can be considered to be a somewhat positive person, although there are times that when I am down and tend to be a tad pessimistic. But hey, life's too short to mull over such things. So I bounce back......sometimes with a somewhat bruised body (and not to mention ego) but hey I am still alive and that is something to be celebrated right? RIGHT!

So once again, wish me luck (coz I need loads of it) and people...be more positive and good things will come your way eh........
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