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Listening to music and blogging on my iPhone. I love my iPhone. But I have lots of typo coz I always typing away and pressing space button and voilà, the word that my phone 'thinks' I'm typing will appear. Partly my fault too as I never bother to check also.

Anyway I took this photo at Giant yesterday. Just think that it's interesting.



Mee goreng! Staple food of brunei. By the way, this is not my trolley. It was just there, think it was the Giant staff who was restocking the shelves.

It has been raining for the past few days. Everday! How to wash car like that? Wash liaw also become dirty. Sien!!!!!!! But kelian subbie lo. Very dirty.



But at least there is rainbows to cheer me up.



View from my car while waiting at the traffic lights. I would like to think of this pic as 'The silver lining' from the phrase 'every cloud has a silver lining'. For those who are not familiar, it means that there is hope in the midst of difficult time. My light at the end of the tunnel.

Although I dun talk about what is making me unhappy and I dun wan to. It just bring me more problems. I have to control my emotions more. That is what differentiate us humans from animals, we humans have self control. Without that how are we different from animals?

So, to cut the story short. I will not wallow in self pity. Not my style. No matter how demotivate I may feel in the inside, you will never know from looking at me. Why share your sadness when you could be sharing happiness rite? That's y I am always in my own when I am not feeling happy. I dun wanna spread sadness and negativity.

I also believing in dreams. No matter what a person dreams are, we should never laugh at that person. Never! We all have different dreams so who are you to judge whether my dream is good o otherwise.

Also, you dun know everything that is going on with my life, whether am I using my parent's money to study CPA or am I financially dependent on my Bi. Seriously, it's none of ur business. And I dun think that u should explain myself to you. Nor do I have to help you to get anything from DST although I am working there. Simply it's my own private matters. And please dun try to show off where you are working and how much you are earning. Simply because you are not better than me and if one day you are better than i am, i'm still not interested. End of story.

Am I whining? Oh well, it's my blog, I can whine as much as I want. I am simply fed up.

Now I feel better. A lot better.



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