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I am emotionally unstable these days. (not that I am going insane or anything but I am extremely moody)

I just realized the lengths someone would go for their family. Even if their family is at fault. Yeah, sure you would be angry with them yourself but against the outside world, you will defend them, even if they are wrong. No matter if the person is someone that you have known for a long time. It doesn't matter coz like everyone would say, family is flesh and blood. So yeah, family definitely is more important. (even if they are wrong)

Another thing that I am dealing with (have been for the past couple of years) is people who hate (maybe not hate la, hate is a very strong word. more like dislike) me. How do you deal with that? Can you like them? Can you be so saint like as to ignore that little fact that they dislike you?

Having issues are part of life. But how much issues can you deal with all at once?

2008 has not been very kind to me. I have receive so many set backs, back lash, heartaches, to name but a few. These issues have followed me to 2009. Its still unresolved.

The thing is that all these (not all but some of the major ones) anguish are brought on by others! I have a life you know (ok la, maybe its much of a life, but I am still living)

I tried to move one but then the thing is that the issues are still unresolved. You can say whatever you want about me. Slander all you want, but then I never cheated anyone off any sum of money (my parents are excluded from this disclaimer)

Sometimes ho, these people make me wanna really go be the person whom they think I am. Since in their mind, I am already such a bad person, then I might as well be right? But then 2 wrongs doesn't make a right. No matter how angry I am at that moment, when I cooled down, I will not do those things. Do you get what I mean? I know that my reasoning and logic is a bit weird sometimes.

I need another session of Body Combat!


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Soul Hart said…
2008 not very kind to you? Then give me your scooby...
1:00 PM
Artowawa said…
erm? give you the scooby? can no prob. You pay me lo.

lol. we paid for scooby with our sweat and blood o. >.<
1:42 PM
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